A fraction of a dream

Sometimes
for a short moment
I think you're still here

As soon as I become aware
of reality
your place is more empty
than before

my heart more lonely

the wound that wanted to heal
more painful

my mind asking more questions
my soul more searching

and I am left
more restless

wondering
will I ever believe
that I accept
your decision
as a decision


Copyright © by Margot van Aanholt, 2006
Note: ik schrijf zonder te bedenken in welke taal ik dat doe.
Het kan Nederlands, Engels of Duits zijn.
Vandaar dat hier af en toe iets anders opduikt dan Nederlands.